atheist. Isn't that the style of an atheist? To make it clear?

He tells me God is only my crutch, which I agree, and proceed to tell him ‘you're right, because I'm not good. And you don't feel the need of God, because you're good.’ I went on to share my testimony with him, that I was a miserable creature before the Holy Spirit spoke to me by osmosis and pointed each of my sins out with instructions for me to go to each person that I had sinned against, and ask for forgiveness, and make restitution.

I told my friend that I didn't need to unscramble the message, but understood precisely every unspoken word moving within me, and this conversation spirit continued until I had addressed every one that I had sinned against. The thing is, I can't remember even one that had a clue that I had sinned against them; but it was different with the Holy Spirit, He had an accurate record. Troubles within are caused by unconfessed sins.

‘Keep falsehood and lies from me; give me neither poverty nor riches, but give me only my daily bread. Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you and say ‘who is the Lord?’’

Heavenly Father, thank you for life, and making me a part of your plan.

This freewill everyone flaunts is more of a bondage, but freedom is truly experienced when one surrenders to the Holy Spirit—now that is freedom. One is only able to be bridled and in control of oneself to the degree that one has surrendered to the Holy Spirit. Otherwise one is whipped around by one's own emotions and tongue, wishing to not having done or said something out of control, while being in control, out of control. The Lion of Judah retreats from nothing.